Tuesday, January 25, 2011

More waiting

This photo has absolutely nothing to do with what I'm about to write, but I've been feeling anxious lately so I thought I could use something to make me smile. So maybe this photo is more appropriate.
(both photos from http://www.nataliedee.com/)

In case you can't read that, it says "Anxiety Girl! Able to jump to the worst conclusion in a single bound!" And boy does that describe me these days. So get ready for another "Woe-is-me-and-all-my-problems-that-aren't-really-problems-angst" post.

I've started applying for more MBA programs, which is just a painful process of simultaneous self-examination and self-doubt. I am so excited and determined for the end goal (education and degree), that I wish I could just start now. And wanting to start now is creeping into my job. I'm day-dreaming, essay planning and distracted. It probably doesn't help that I notified my company CEO that I would be leaving this summer. I had hoped to have some firm plans in place, but here I am in application limbo. Being in this gray area is delaying my plans of notifying co-workers, friends, family and blog readers. That's right, I plan to have a big "I'M OUT" post in which I tell you more details about me, my husband and our dogs, work, home, etc. I'm even going to post a picture. Trust me you'll love it -- we're adorable.

Until that day -- wish me luck and Xanax-free days ahead!

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